RIP and TEAR
Trying to fight the rage
Your thoughtless possession
Making your fury my pain
Crying into the dark
Traces still left of your mark
In one night taking ripping
Tearing away safety once known
Healing taking so much out of me
Unearthing the silent cries and times
So tired of coming undone
Going thru this again and again
Dreams that scream rip and tear
Leaving emotions so wrought so bare
Scars to be healed as I tend to my tears
Needing the deep wounds to finally mend
Letting go completely to move forward
On my knees I kneel begging the pain cease
Your hold on me fading away today
Taking a flame to your memory and name
So now I need the pain to finally end
No more being left with why and when
So tired and drained of this unholy memory
I can't hold this anymore I have to let go of it all
Melting away leaving me to find comfort this day
This day all I can do is let go and pray
Fade away into nothingness a forgotten memory
Releasing, feeling the comfort so needed
Being held in tenderness without agenda
The only purpose to be loved at the core
Letting the pain rip and tear no more....